September 16th, 2003

Smoke

too sleep or not to sleep..

I'm working early mornings this week.. Having to go up at 4:20 a.m.

I've been kinda tired all afternoon, and thought I'd go to get some rest.. sleep a couple of hours.. before going up and do some stuff I really ought to do...

Now.. I was too tired to get anything done.. to feel like doing it..

But.. I never got to bed..

Now it's a time when I'm not sure what to do..

I think it's a touch too early to go to bed.. and still have the thoughts of doing something.. at the same time.. it's too late to go to bed if I intend to go up and do something before I go to bed properly..

I hate that.. of not knowing what to do...

I want to stay up to do the things I want done.. but at the same time doesn't have the entusiasm and energy to do those things now..
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